Things I Am Thankful For.

In no particular order:

My health.
My husband.
My best friends.
My puppy.
My niece and nephew.
My cheetah clogs.
My ability to love.
My home.
My career.
My ability to be flexible.
My ability to stick to my morals.
My critical thinking skills.
My baking skills.
My bed.
My God that died for every person's sins...not just my own.
My morbid sense of humor.
My husband. So nice that I listed him twice. :)
My ability to love others.
My support circle.
My mad photo taking skillz.
My budget stretching ways.
My doctor.
My laugh.
My sweet potato souffle.
My sense of empathy.
My ability to adapt.
My Lush Bubble Bath Collection.

Well Woman

The visit went well...excluding the panic attack. Popped a xanax on the way home.

The doctor is so nice. He even asked how Jamie was dealing with the loss.

Soooo, I had blood work today. Crossing my fingers it's negative. If it is, then I can take an hpt after my November cycle and start TTC if that is negative.  A little freaked about that. Cannot breathe.

Well Woman

So, tomorrow is my well woman appointment. I'm nervous.

Nervous to have bloodwork.

Nervous he may say November is a no go.

Nervous he may say we can start trying right away.

Trying right away scares me the most and I'm not sure why.